If I could write a book about all the adventures, thoughts, experiences, goals, thoughts, ideas and how differently my perspective of everything has changed up til now. that’d be one long ass motherfucking book.
You know, I try my hardest not to be selfish. I smile when I’m not okay so my friends don’t have to worry about me, when they already have so much on their plate. I try to do whatever I can when someone I love is hurting. And it hurts that I lost another friend because she thought I was being too selfish.
“Just ‘cause someone bullied you, it doesn’t make a difference if you made bigger or smaller revenges to them”—Zen Kanji. Thats what I want to remember. Because I wont be any happier if I hurt someone physically and mentally. Self-Study.
Lol honestly… I only didnt like events because I dont know anyone in the mandatory dances for school and other events.
I dont like being alone…
I will go to next Prom for sure! Its last one anyways!
All I did was eat a little and hanged out with Chris the whoooollee time… even when my friends were trying to steal me away from my friends haha.
I slowed danced with chris since he led me to dance floor… but we slow dance a lot upstairs… even though they were playing mainstream songs lol.
Aishh… I love everyone who went and everyone else who didnt lol.