September 2011
Saleina is awwwsssooommmee
hha
“Speak until you’re mind’s silent. Words can never be used in the...”
– Zen Kanji [Hahahaha. idk]
What was written on my Spanish Quiz
“Good job! But next time, don’t swear, okay :)?”
hha mrs.mcmillan…. u made my day helluh better hahaha xD
I said OH SHIT!
after forgetting what to say next after…
Se llama Sophia…
Me Gusta La Musica Dubstep…
hahah xD omgggeeee…..
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Jonghyun Pre-debut images!
chinesepollen:
forevershiningshinee:
LOL!
LOOK AT HIS HAIR:
Credit: love_guitar93 @ soompi
OMG, SO CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE (LOVES)
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Taemin Pre-debut images! http://tumblr.com/xlrjps229 /...
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OMG, I almost died!
Lol heart attack and some shiit…
Just because of Andrew and Mark.
Well, mostly this bitch, Andrew.
I was going to go in the engineering room [club] to return an english book to mitchell.
My fuckn hand was on the door handle and my face was almost close to the door.
Andrew came out of the room and I was like, “BITCH!!!! You almost got me killed!!!”
And then I started...
I asked it sooo fuckn early
I asked Chris if he wants to spend the whole halloween day with me and he says it’s too early to decide right now xD
omgggg lololool
Oh yeah, my step sister says LOL stands for
Lick ostriches Long… it would’ve made more sense if she said, Lick Ostriches Leg!!!
lolol i cudnt eat my food after she said tht… laughn toooo much.
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secret #21 : Truth about me and Chris
I met him in my old high school, that i’m probably going to come back next year and in 3rd period, P.E., and at the Baseball time [Like how the teacher has Volleyball first, basketball second, and so forth… get me?].
He he asked me why I have eye bags and I told him I played Maplestory after I get home or before school begins.
He told me he plays La Tale at the same time I play it.
...
New speakers!!
YES!!
Now, my ipod doesn’t fall out when I’m dancing lololo xD
I have the clip-on ipod, but it clips on to other clothing when I dance…. sooo chyeaahh…
I have a small ass speaker, but it works … welll…
lolol it’s Silver .
I love silver..
I want Chrome/Neon colored stuff thoughh… but this is a VERY late bday present from my cool step dad =]
$10...
It's cold in my room, but when I get out ...
It’s fuckn HOT!!!
WTFFFF!?
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"You have to realize that, what you are doing is...
I realize that I’m making my own damn choices, but I do realize that the outcome after what I did was, wrong.
But … do I give a fuck?
NO.
Your negative comment is invalid ~!
… Dial again.
You don't hate your life. You just hate the...
Now, that makes sense….
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secret #20 : Dimmed lights or not as much lights...
I’m used to doing homework in the dark, with some light.
I’ve been like this ever since my mama told me to go downstairs, to the garage, and stay there until I’m not “misbehaving.”
The light bothers me a lot, that’s why I usually cover up my face with my hands, as I do my work or something.
Do not shine anything to me, it will really hurt and I’ll...
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Woo! I'm saved!
It’s kinda sad how I couldn’t make it to the hangout today.
I have tons of homework to do and I’m basically failing …. 3 of my subjects.
If it turns to 4 subjects…. Damn, I’m Holden.
Chris can’t make it today, either.
He has to do stuff for his parents and it’s all good!
He will go on other hangouts if he’s not busy, so it’s all...
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Dream #1 : Chris was in my dream? Smiling?!
I had a dream that had Chris, James, Jasmine, Angel, and some old man that I barely know, in it.
We were all in the train, going somewhere.
When I arrived, at last, to the train stop … Chris went up to me and hugged me helluh long and we missed the train to … Idk….
He was smiling and jumping around like a lil’ kid and I couldn’t stop smiling.
Damn, I woke up...
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Secret #19 : Smile Bigger
I smile helluh big when I’m really happy, but something hurts in my heart.
While I’m smiling, I’m thinking of, “holy shiitt…. my mama hates me… everyone hates me.”
I’m very pessimistic.
Smiling helluh big means I’m happy where I am at that moment.
Helluh shit are going through my mind and I just want to fuckn cry, but all I can do is...
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“It’s terrible how people think they exist to hurt other people”
– Zen Kanji [Man, I have bad ass english…]
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Secret #18 : When do I want to smoke/drink?
Never.
I might live until 200 years old or something.
I don’t know.
I really don’t want to live that long, unless Chris is still alive at that time.
Leaving the people I love and care about, alone, sucks.
Yeah, I’m pretty much being obvious here.
I really don’t know the fucking point of smoking/drinking…
Some people say it makes them feel better …
But...
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“I really wanna fuckn die, right now”
– Zen Kanji [ My mom, brothers, everyone of my family hates me. They fuckn assume shit and yell at me first. Fuck! I’m crying like a btich right now… I fuckn swear, I’m doing my homework. Crap…. I hate it when my life going like this… I love everyone, but why the fuck...
Weekend is fucked up
I’m going to finish OTL #17 - OTL #25 TODAY
I’m going to finish all my damn homework TODAY
Y’know whyyy?!
Because I’m going to hangout with Jasmine and the Asian crew tomorrow!!
Hopefully, Chris doesn’t go out of town tomorrow… he usually does at Saturday until Monday.
Shittt….
Man, my life is fucked if I don’t do my shit and I hangout...
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A psychic talking to a ghost...
PSYCHIC: What's the cause of your death?
GHOST: I was struck by a car while trying to save someone...
PSYCHIC: Why did you do that?
GHOST: Because I didn't want my love to get hurt...
PSYCHIC: Maybe she's sad now because you're dead?
GHOST: No, she's happy now...
PSYCHIC: Why?
GHOST: Cause the one that I saved... is the man that she loves...
cocokat:
Sometimes I feel like I have best friends but those best friends have best friends that aren’t me
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My boo is sooo serious and shiit lolol
Zen : U still at school?
Chris : Yep
Zen : Damn. Wat r u still doing there? Hha
Chris : Were about done
Zen : Ohh hha. What did you do though?
Chris : Hand out things, tour guide, and help at donate area
Zen : Thts a lot of damn shit to do. Did you do ur hw at least?
Chris : Sorta
Zen : Hmm then, u gonna sleep late? Like 9?
Chris : Yep
Zen : Damn. So what are you doing now?
Chris : Leaving
Zen : Ohh aight. :)
Watchmahchew:
Wowz.
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When you have nothing left but love, then for the...
Hellzz yeaahh!! =]
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“If you really love someone and they love you, but they don’t really say...”
– Zen Kanji [ When I say he’s beautiful, he doesn’t say it back and I never get pissed since he’s a shy and awkwarded kid. He’s not the type to compliment back, unless he feels like it. ]
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“If a girl looks swell when she meets you, who gives a damn if she’s late?...”
– Catcher in the Rye [ Holden ]
Catcher in the Rye
I found the book online!!
hha .. im too lazy to read books … that’s not online….
“I’m a very jealous person”
– Zen Kanji [ Admit ]