I was going to go in the engineering room [club] to return an english book to mitchell.
My fuckn hand was on the door handle and my face was almost close to the door.
Andrew came out of the room and I was like, “BITCH!!!! You almost got me killed!!!”
And then I started hitting him with the binder I was holding to shield me from the sun.
Mark told me to stop hurting him and then I hit Mark, too.
That bitch can’t tell the Bully what to do!!!!
I bully seniors…. ‘cause most of my friends here are seniors, some juniors, and some sophomores.
Haha… well, I turned the book in to Mitchell [he’s a guy that everyone hates… idk why.. but he’s really cool…… lolol girls are creeped out since his looks are not very attractive and the way he acts isn’t either…. he plays yugioh too lolol]
My friends… omg…. they’re fucked up…. hurting someone lower grade than them…. fuckers…
Good thing my senior friends are friendly as fuck to me.
They carry my backpack…. poster…. jacket…. everything…
LOL. And I’m the fucked up Bully.
Well, the only times I wait for in school is …..
4th period [Mark is there, but he sits far away from me and I make faces to him and he does too lolol] ; Lunch [I get to watch my friends play yu gi oh and I get to talk to weird ass people … lol James, the bug guy… he’s weird, but he’s funny too lolol he has a lisp and he said that it sounds like he’s saying cock when he asked his mom, “Can I get some socks?” lolol!! ] [I get to see Cody, the “Omg I killed Kenny!” dude. Well, he’s Kenny… lololol ] [I get to see Zhi, lol the one that will give me discounts for China Wok…] [Mark leaves very early…. wtfff…. that bitch.] ; Hopefully, I get to school earlier… [I get to see my first Gal friend, Saleina!! She’s the awsomest bitch ever! lol she prettttyyyyyy lolol] [I get to play Plants Vs. Zombies and other games in Andrews Ipod… and beat up Andrew…. lolol ].
I hate my classes… but I love going to school just to meet the cool and weird people lololol…
These are the people I know, by name :
Mark [First Friend]
Zhi [China Wok kid]
RJ [Yu Gi Oh Winner … only when Mitchell isn’t playing with him]
Mitchell [The weird guy, but he’s really friendly and nice]
G.I.Joe [Haha, the tall big guy… He’s reaaallly friendly]
Cody [He wears hip-hop clothes and sometimes he can look like Kenny guy from south park]
Saleina [She calls me random, but she’s cool with it. We make dirty jokes and we like to beat up Andrew]
Andrew [He’s super friendly and he doesn’t seem to get mad at me and he has 1st lunch, so I can’t see him in my 2nd lunch]
Franke [I only saw him once and he has the sour or raspy voice… like dehydrated voice… he looks filipino, but he’s mexican… he seems nice]
Marcus [He’s not very … uhmmm… cool with me, but he’s nice]
I think, that’s all of them? Idk….. But, most of them are seniors and only 2 are juniors and 1 is a sophomore and Idk about Franke….
I met him in my old high school, that i’m probably going to come back next year and in 3rd period, P.E., and at the Baseball time [Like how the teacher has Volleyball first, basketball second, and so forth… get me?].
He he asked me why I have eye bags and I told him I played Maplestory after I get home or before school begins.
He told me he plays La Tale at the same time I play it.
After the quick convo, he orbited around me and I was just saying hi or looking at him and he did too.
I met him again in Gear Up summer program.
I had low ass grades for English and he had low grades for something.
We started talking a little bit and asking about our dislikes and likes and about other shit.
After summer was done and he saw me first in 1st period, Avid, he went up to me and said something and I kind of ignored him for a little while and spoke to him by asking, “Hahaha What?” [I was asking what he was saying to me…. he mumbles like a kid… a cute kid.]
After a while in sophomore year, I got used to talking to him and I kind of bullied him a little bit.
I told him to get my book and helluh shit for me.
I kept poking him to get shit for me.
I said mean shit to him.
OMG…. I’m fucked up.
Soon, after it was almost time to start Finals the next week, we studied together and helluh stuff.
Shhh… I had a crush on him ever since Freshman year…. yupp…
When the finals got closer to our calender … I started talking to him.
It felt like someone was gonna take him away from me, by some other girl.
Idk. He’s really attractive and beautiful to me.
So, we talked about our problems and shiit.. and after bell rang and before we got out of 1st period he said, “This is the first time having a normal convo with you…. actually it’s just you!”
I felt special xD Retarded special? idk lolol.
After some days, we started holding each others hands and talking and I got the feeling that he liked me back.
He grabbed for my hands voluntarily, too!
I was nervous as fuck and kinda sweating lololol…. hahah and I went like “Wooo… it’s hot in here… isn’t it chris?”
He felt okay and it wasn’t hot for him lolol….
So, after all the bullying and helluh shit…. damn, I still got him.
If some other girl had him, I’d be jealous as fuck.
He’s a really cool guy and I know our relationship is gonna be helluh cool!
Now, my ipod doesn’t fall out when I’m dancing lololo xD
I have the clip-on ipod, but it clips on to other clothing when I dance…. sooo chyeaahh…
I have a small ass speaker, but it works … welll…
lolol it’s Silver .
I love silver..
I want Chrome/Neon colored stuff thoughh… but this is a VERY late bday present from my cool step dad =]
$10 for it, too!
Hahaha… Damn, whhy the fuck am I spoiled?
I’m living a semi good but mostly bad life, and yet, I’m spoiled.
I think I got helluh conceited after getting helluh shit.
$40 randomly …. $80 randomly ….. I waste it on Video Games and electronics.
Mostly useless shit that breaks and get lost … well, first it gets lost and then I find it broken.
I buy jewelry too … Neon colored ones and big ass diamond piece.
How the hell does Chris deal with me?! lolol
Of course, I will never ever ask money from him or get any food or anything from him.
He’s my honey, and when I’m with him, I’ll never think of money.. well, at least taking it from him. I’ll buy my own shit …. only when I’m not broke … If I’m broke, I still won’t ask for shit from him lolol
“I really wanna fuckn die, right now”—Zen Kanji [ My mom, brothers, everyone of my family hates me. They fuckn assume shit and yell at me first. Fuck! I’m crying like a btich right now… I fuckn swear, I’m doing my homework. Crap…. I hate it when my life going like this… I love everyone, but why the fuck don’t they love me the fuck bacck!? … Damn, I’m fuckn masochist … ]
“If you really love someone and they love you, but they don’t really say the same things back to you, then at least be grateful that he’s giving you more love than anyone else”—Zen Kanji [ When I say he’s beautiful, he doesn’t say it back and I never get pissed since he’s a shy and awkwarded kid. He’s not the type to compliment back, unless he feels like it. ]